Nicole Kidman considering leaving America with husband Keith Urban after a 'tumultuous' year: 'How much more...'

Nicole Kidman and her husband Keith Urban are considering a move back to Australia, and it's easy to see why. After a tough year, especially with the loss of her mother Janelle, in September, the Hollywood actress returned to Sydney for the funeral. Sources close to the family suggest that she's struggling with 'burnout' from work-related tours, and the recent events have further strained her emotionally.

Nicole Kidman going back to her Aussie roots: Report

The Big Little Lies star may be heading back to her Aussie roots. A source close to the actress revealed to Woman's Day magazine that Nicole and her husband have had a tumultuous year, with barely any quality time together, which forced her to face some of her toughest moments alone.

The insider expressed concern about Kidman's well-being, saying, "The big concern is how much more she can endure." The actress recently reunited with her family, including sister Antonia, in Sydney to mourn the loss of her mother, Janelle, who passed away at 84.

'Waking up at 3 am, crying and gasping'

In a candid conversation with GQ, Nicole Kidman revealed that she often wakes up in the middle of the night, overcome with emotion, as she grapples with the realities of mortality and the pain of losing her parents.

"Mortality. Connection. Life coming and hitting you," she told the magazine. "And loss of parents and raising children and marriage and all of the things that go into making you a fully sentient human. I'm in all of those places. So life is, whew. It's definitely a journey."

Nicole Kidman, 57, opened up about her emotional struggles, taking a deep, dramatic breath as she shared that the reality of mortality and losing loved ones "hits you as you get older." She described the experience as "waking up at 3 am, crying and gasping" ¨C a pain she chooses to confront head-on, saying, "I'm in it. Fully in it."

Nicole Kidman on her mother's death

Kidman lost her mother in September this year, while her father passed away in 2014. She learned about the loss just before she was headed for the Venice Film Festival to accept the Best Actress award for her film Babgygirl. "I'm in shock and I have to go to my family," the Eyes Wide Shut star said in a statement. "But this award is for her. She shaped me, she guided me and she made me."

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