¡°I¡¯m Never Saying Never, I Am Really Messed Up¡±: Karan Johar On Why He Isn't In A Relationship
Filmmaker Karan Johar¡¯s relationship became the talk of the town when on his couch of Koffee With Karan 7, Karan opened up about it. Without naming the person, he had said then that actor Varun Dhawan had helped him get through that difficult relationship he was in.
Now, in a conversation with Twinkle Khanna, Karan said when he was in his mid-30s to 40s, he missed having a partner but now things have changed.
In a Tweak India interview, Karan told Twinkle, ¡°After so many years of being single, I realised I am so used to being the master of my day and night. I feel like I am only accountable to my two children and mum. I don¡¯t want to bring in any other person anymore. I¡¯m never saying never, but I have never been in a solid relationship in all my 50 years.¡±
¡°There have been fleeting instances that I felt could have been a potential relationship, but it never fructified. Because I am the first one to run out. I also feel like I am really messed up in that department. The moment someone is really into me, I take the first flight out. It¡¯s a big problem,¡± he added.
He further shared why he feels he¡¯s unlucky at this part, ¡°I¡¯ve spoken to therapists and psychologists and I¡¯ve been in sessions about why am I this person who doesn¡¯t want love in his life. The moment the love becomes intense, I start feeling caged¡ like I need to exit from this zone. The moment when I don¡¯t have that love, I start chasing it.¡±
Karan also further spoke about how there was a time that he was referred to as ¡®Pansy from Green Lawns High School¡¯ or ¡®pansy from HR College.¡¯
Johar said, ¡°That wasn¡¯t my f*****g identity you know and that¡¯s what it had become. When I entered college from school I realised I had to wear ¡®manly clothes.¡¯ I cannot wear stuff that I want to wear. I¡¯ll wear check shirts, jeans and sneakers so that I can fit in. I hope and pray that kids today don¡¯t ever have to go through what we went through at that time. I hope parents are more understanding.¡±
Karan further added, ¡°I have a big problem with fitted clothes because even if there¡¯s a small roll, my mind will immediately go to that. I still look all around me when I enter the room. Now I have made it a thing where I wear these oversized clothes, but I actually can¡¯t bear any tight thing, a t-shirt, shirt bothers me to no end.¡±
(For more news and updates?from the world of?celebrities?from?Bollywood?and?Hollywood, keep reading?Indiatimes Entertainment, and let us know your thoughts on this story in the comments below.)
